Rumors
Naturally, we draw our own conclusions to conversations that don't seem to have an ending. Most likely, the information has passed from one ear to another with a different meaning, infliction, tone, or personal experience effecting it's true meaning. It is how one sentence is formed into a paragraph, then passed along longer, therefore creating a novel. The juicier the story, the more someone can narrate, the more it is read out loud.
You know that a general portion of what is said from one person to another is mainly personal opinion. Not actual fact, and if there does entail fact, can you be sure it is pure fact? Usually when someone holds a conversation with you, unless they state "Tell Someone", they only want that conversation to stay between the two of you. That is usually how I have been looking at things recently.
So much negative energy, and I dare say it, from me as well, has been a serious and nasty bleeding wound. It is hard to let such things heal when the bandage is repeatedly torn off with every word that is being spilled.
I am closing my life into a tight little box, where anyone can feel free to draw upon their own conclusions of my actions, thoughts, comments, and statements because the pure absolute truth will be only for me to know and the others involved.
The sickness is spreading and it is starting to overwhelm me and my thoughts. I hope that each of you understand how powerful a harmless statement can become and to think before you speak. I have learned that over time, living here, nothing is ever between just you and the one you're speaking to.