Epiphany

Listening to: Adieu by Emily Bindiger
Mood: Nostalgic...

I thought being a loner was okay, helping others without anything in return, and dying for my comrades no matter what...

Ever since I joined the clan and met you, we kept fighting with each other, even at the pettiest of things any two children would bicker over; we were total opposites, weren't we? I hated your guts, I hated you for no real reason... Until that day...when you left the clan, it worried me a lot, trying to find you, even asking the other clan members where you've gone to, even attempted to remember the exact order of numbers your name contained just to contact you... 2 weeks later, I ran into you in Shinjuku Babel, I nearly fell off my cerberus when I finally saw you, yet, too little time was left... We chatted on, catching up, and telling you what's going to happen next week ".....Oh...I see..." was your response after telling I was leaving the country to find a job, which meant eventually quiting MegaTen. I asked myself "Would I be able to come back?" "Yes, I will...no matter what..." was my answer. We chatted on and on, until the last hour before I pack up the whole computer to prepare to leave. I asked you if we could do something special so that we can remember in case I come back or not. One night affection, and until the last minute, "You know... I really am going to miss you..." you told me in complete sadness "I'll come back as soon as I can... I promise you that..." you smiled and kissed my forehead. So many goodbyes were exchanged... as if wishing Time wasn't so cruel in taking away the moment...

In total reluctance, I unplugged and put away the computer in a modified cabinet; but you remained in my mind... You just lived in another city near mine... I wish we could have met each other before we parted...

3 months later...

"KYO?!"
"AMA?!"
"KYO!!!" *POUNCE!!!*

and we declared we loved each other, didn't we? I'm thankful to the moon you're safe and we've seen each other again...

I realized how weak I was...being incomplete...and then finding you as my other half... Life brightened for me, and I felt stronger having your love and loving you...

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