Late, Tired.. Bad mood

Hey everybody,
Yeah, again, a new blog from me.
It's little late here, I'm really tired and in a bad mood.

Why in a bad mood?
My rabbit died few month's ago, My parents are seperated and it's hard to me.
The horse I love really really much, was sold..
Not Amy, but Nicky. The mother of Amy.
Amy is still my horse, forever. I'll never let her go.

All of those things, except the dead of my rabbit, are long ago, but still..
I can remember it like it was yesterday..
The feeling of hugging and playing, riding my horse..
The happy feeling you get when you see your parents, hugging and kissing.
That's all over now..

I just have a lot of things to think about, and it's confusing me.
Maybe the worst thing is, that I can't cry, even if I'm really sad.
I just can't. Don't know why.
Sometimes you just have to cry, to scream all your feelings out.
If you can't, you are building an explosion inside of you.
Oneday, that explosion is so big.. you can't handle it anymore.

So.. if you feel sad about something..
Try to talk about it with friends.. or just cry out really loud..
It will help you. Don't forget.

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