- 23 Jun 2008
- Somewhere United States
PostedOct 04, 2009 8:24 am
Re: New contest ^_^
tommorow we will begin a new contest ^_^, hopefully its turnout will be as good as this one.
MouseHole and Lyyrian dont forget to private message me
gz both <3 mousehole had a rly good poem, but cant find lyyrians ><
someone mind telling the blind lady on what page lyyrians entry is? ty lolz
lyyrian posted directly to the blog ^_^, here it is:
I feel so blank,
happy and empty on the inside,
I love you, but part of me despises you,
the past maybe gone,
the feelings still there,
the same hurts remain,
You ask me to be open,
so the past repeats, not,
how can I trust what has happened before?
I know time heals all wounds,
Can it heal the past after so long?
Can I bear to have my heart shredded again?
Can the happy endding I want happen, come to pass?
Is there anyway to change fate?
Is there anyway to shape a different path?
Is there a way to stop caring?
I'm on the edge,
I can't hold on for much longer,
Will someone be there to keep me from falling?
Can someone keep me from breaking?
Is it to late for me?
I love you, but can you be strong this time around?
Can you see the real me and what I have become?
People change over time,
A lot can change a person,
Even the physical and the spiritual,
Can I keep my head on straight,
and not lose it again?
I'm on the edge and drawing a blank,
Can you even pull me from it?
I'm on the edge of the knife,
where do I go from here?
Someone hear me, hear my call...
I ask some to pray,
I ask some to listen,
I ask some to catch me,
Can someone save me from all this?
Are you strong enough to handle what I have become?
Can you see what it all is now?
Do you see and hear the real me?
Do understand what I am now?
These thoughts spill across my mind and screen,
the nightmares and dreams will not cease,
is this the brink of the edge before it all collaspes and you lose yourself,
I question life and faith once again,
as I lay down this night.
I believe in life,
I believe in fate,
I am learning to believe in love again,
It's amazing what so much can mean to someone,
that uttered little phase, : "I love you."
I'll be open, I'll be honest,
I won't hold back anymore,
I love you,
I always will,
I always have,
Just how to handle this raging fire,
the random thoughts that spill fourth,
having me question everything.
Can you calm the pain and end the nightmare?
Give me your hand,
I'll share with you what I am,
See me this night and the day to follow,
Teach me to see your way,
I'll teach you mine,
Don't let me hit the edge,
and lose it all in a glance,
Heaven won't have me,
**** doesn't want me,
Society doesn't understand,
and friends fear where I tread,
I'm hanging on by a thread.
Tell me your dreams,
I'll tell you my nightmares,
speak of life,
I'll speak of death.
Show me love,
I'll show you life,
Keep me from the edge,
and I'll keep you as you.
All the freedom of yours is just that,
still your yours.
I am bound by things I can not change,
can fate be so cruel?
Answer me these and help me understand these random thoughts,
I can not answer as much as I wish,
question me and I'll answer what I can,
Can I do the same for you?
I'm drawing a blank,
I'm so much,
but so little,
help me understand,
Keep me from the edge.