Awwww you pooor baby, my heart bleeds purple pee for you
If ya think ur the only one to ever loose a weapon at +8 or better then ur sadly mistaken.
May i recomend ya move on to flyff, where you can purchase scrolls from the item mall that prevent your weapon from bein destroyed if ya fail.
Oh yea, its also a game set up fer kiddies age 10-16, you'll fit right in.
Sanity is a state of mindless thought....