I don't care my ratio.... I do care about not feeling like a worthless leach. Right now when I come try and pvp that's all I feel like, I might get to buff... then I die or everyone else die before I get to do more then target and maybe even get off an instant heal... my heals are useless and so am I. I like to earn my kills, that's why I don't buy them or turn in quest kills usually. I want my kills to be ones I earn... I don't feel like I earn kills now, I feel like a worthless leach in pvp, dead before I can earn anything, or just watching my people die unable to save anyone no matter how hard I try. It is not enjoyable at all. I can do nothing.