All everyone is trying to say is that although you appear to be changing, we still don't trust you because of your past. You lied to a lot of people and would rage at anyone at the drop of a hat for nothing other than the fact that they didn't support your gs app.
I eye your current attitude with caution; it's great if you are being genuine, but it complicates things that gs applications are still open. When gamesages are picked if you still act politely I will give you the benefit of the doubt. Until that time, I remain doubtful about your current changes.