Bro i can understand your feeling.... But this is Truth
u cant change it Can u ??
Look a lot of people play here without Ap.... If u wanna play then why do u need Ap even i am not an Ap guy
Its not a must that u have to spend is it ?? Even in softnyx It was more Hard to play than its here Even i came from softnyx Just DONT GET EMOTIONAL Bro.... you see if u wanna achieve something you dont need Money you need skils
And u just wanna have fun right i suggest u Buy AUZ or XEM i Assure you u are gonna love it