Hah, I tried selling my guns to quit, but couldn't find the will to do so. Don't think I'll ever quit this game, not until it has been shut down for lack of management of hackers, and maintenance on servers.
This game has been going downhill ever since 2010, and it shows no signs of getting better anytime soon. Which is sad really, one of the best free online fps games down the drain. Most will not agree with this statement, but look what has turned the game to crap. The community, Dragonfly and hacking websites. The game itself without hacks is very enjoyable, its the hackers. Also, no motivation on stopping the websites supplying hacks just kills it.
Move on with your life, this is the past for you and should be well forgotten.