(Completly worn out envelope with a letter addressed to Gianfranco)
If you ever read this, the time has come.
I know that you betrayed me and you treated me very bad. But at the beginning you were good and I think that that good I saw in you was all the goodness that you could ever hold and show to someone, or at least I want to keep that idea in my mind.
I want to say I was very happy during the moments everything was good. That I thank you for all the moments you were there. I know that you were also happy as well.
There are things in life that neither I can explain nor understand. And I still question your decission about leaving me. But at the same time I understand you wanted to live what you were missing.
Somewhere deep inside you know that I miss you.
I have known you for many years and we were happy for only one and a half.
You are the person that I have ever loved the most and the one that I have also missed the most.
I don't know if this would mean anything to you, but at least I want to tell you I don't forget the good times and all the things that we achieved together. We were the best.
A part of me will always be yours. A part of you will always belong to me. Time will never change anything. I miss us.
I address these lines to the person that made me happy during a little time not to the person that betrayed me and made me suffer. I know that that person still lives in you and maybe it is still fighting to get out ... or maybe it just gave up and decided the evil to take over. But that person will live as long as you live.
I don't regret knowing you and I just hope everything's fine on your side. At my side it was hard at the beginning but life dragged me to carry on and I'm still standing on my feet.
I hope ninino is doing okay and I remember him from time to time.
I just ...
(Smudged writing, can't be decyphered)