Oh Goat! After looking up the definition for optimistic and realizing what a beautiful thing you just said about me!, I have a reply for you.
Oh gawrsh Goat
, I'm just a big small dumb ox calf that doesn't care about the future present or past but actually does care because I don't want to get slapped for something I said so I watch myself carefully, i'm making sure not to bump into people in the halls, I look back on the past to see what could I have done better whether the situation was big or small which is annoying but gives me something to think about and then I throw it in my mental trash. Why do I spend 10 minutes worrying about something that has already happened then I throw it in the trash as if I just didn't care? It's because I don't care, but I do. Life goes on, I wish it didn't, it drives people nuts. But that's the beauty of it. But it's freakin insane. The emotions are so wonderful but fawk they cause me pain. Bowzers you double sided coin. I know I know... gawrsh.