I'll keep this short and sweet as possible, I will no longer be logging into forums, or game after today except to give back anything given to me, borrowed to me, or not payed for in full, and to do tier and give away those earnings. Nothing will remain on my account except various quest items, nontradables, and a small amount of ops for the pure heck of it. I will uninstall as soon as all business is tended to. and yes, actually leaving for good this time I am dispersing as several things have came up recently, and putting them together.. it's a sign that it's finally time to go. I am not leaving due to rude remarks by random people I do not know, I am not leaving due to rumors about me that are not true, I am leaving because well, I got myself and other people in some messes I deeply regret, as well as having close friends stab me where it hurts, and take actions negatively affecting people I deeply care for. Do what you wish to me, but dont screw with the ones I care about that don't deserve it. I have made many many many mistakes, none that is commonly known about or will be the first thing to come to mind. I am leaving because its just finally time to find something else to do with my life, and make up for the real life i missed out on for a couple of years. I made some amazing friends here, absoloutely amazing, and I have lost some as well. For the most part, anything that has affected me has been of no fault but my own, either actions ive taken, or trusting the wrong people and them being down right disgusting. I am not departing this community due to some pixels or random fail trolls and attempt to ruin me... lol... really... no, don't give yourself the satisfaction of accomplishing something you did not. I am departing for purely personal reasons, and I just feel that this is the time for me to go. The biggest mistake I have made is playing purely only for the people, and not letting myself enjoy the game, don't do the same, remember why you started to love this in the first place. I always said when i leave i will go out with a bang......... but i have made enough of a bang already.. i wont make anything worse, as hard as it is for me to resist

A big thanks to Requiem for all the fun times I had there, as short as my stay was, I made some amazing friends, few I still have, and am still very fond of the majority. That's the only tag I can say I do not regret wearing over my head. I've made my textwall there. luff j00 guize. <33

I have nothing bad to say about shaiya as a whole. I am astonished by how shaiya is taking a turn for the best though, its truely amazing, and I am confident in the fact that shaiya will continue to progress, the efforts put forth for phoenix are profound im sure, and this is just what the community needs to rekindle the love for shaiya that we all had so long ago. Phoenix will change as much as the GM/PMs can change themselves, it is up to the players to appreciate the change and do everything in their power to not let it turn out like the other four servers. You ask for something, you get it, now make the best of it.

Troll if you wish, you will not get a response from me, nor will you be correct, nor did you 'win' or 'ruin' anything, stfu and play the game that is being made so amazing atm.


tl;dr
BAIIIIIIIII<3

Have a good life.

Make sure to troll hard and eat your vegetables

This...is indeed a pity. While we never have interacted much at all, you have been a most active member of the forums and an overall positive one at that. Sad to see you leave, but also wishing you the best in the times ahead.

Pouletttttttttttttt. Come for a run wit me nao

and bring your chubby guinea pig xxx

I hate that it had to come to this but I completely understand. The Shaiya community is losing a good member and you'll be missed dearly. <3

Take care Elly. You will be missed in game. <3

(On the bright side this means you wont be bugging me at all hours of the night with game related questions even if I am not on forums or in game...)

Much love. Feel free to poke me anytime if you ever need to talk etc.

ugh wesbi.. as everyone of us, you have your good and bad sides...but im glad u've learned how to accept changes as they come.

putting all problems under carpet n hoping they will be gone by tomorrow isnt right, but also you are very young so dw, u have time to collect as much exp as u can.


i wish you the very best on ur further journey,and esp with school.. finish it! hope to see ya around & take care <3

/kick my eng


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Elysium. wrote:

ugh wesbi.. as everyone of us, you have your good and bad sides...but im glad u've learned how to accept changes as they come. putting all problems under carpet n hoping they will be gone by tomorrow isnt right, but also you are very young so dw, u have time to collect as much exp as u can. i wish you the very best on ur further journey,and esp with school.. finish it! hope to see ya around & take care <3 /kick my eng Z

I admire this response, it is neither degrading nor praising, just a simple piece of advice for someone that desperately needs it.

Codex. wrote:

I'll keep this short and sweet as possible, I will no longer be logging into forums, or game after today except to give back anything given to me, borrowed to me, or not payed for in full

I really wish every bit of your message was true, however I've grown to not expect so much from you. Also, if you were to answer to my post, I know your words will be "I will not reward those that have harrassed or stalked me" - Is it really a reward or is it only learning from your mistakes which you claim you have learned from?

I guess its hard for some of us to not go back on our word especially when it is so easy and tempting to do so.

</3 You're the one thing I've missed the most the last few months I haven't been playing. I'll readd you on YIM so I can keep fruitlessly stalking you.

Oh, and neon orange mesh! <3333333