hey

Hey guys..
Umm where should I start off with this,well don't like hiding it so yea here goes,went to the doctors to get check up I guess so then after all that they said I have...cancer...don't really know what they said cause it's in spanish but hope I HOPE I would get better from this :).
And also naruto if you see this remember I'm always there .

grand-fantasia

Hi!
Names Grace,but you can call me kitty thats what my lover calls me.
Anyways,I'm 14 years old have long brown hair and hazel eyes,as you can see I'm putting random screen shot i take when i play GF theres some that are very dear to me :).
And also I LOVE YOU GUYS! :P my friends are very important to me and i love them sooo much,they help me with my problem and situation and ect.
so yea here they are xD lol.
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(='.'=)
(")_(") Don't disrespect the bunny code...

well-umm-i-know-i-had-to-start-at-somewhere-with-this-here-goes

This is a story bout my little brother umm not very good cause I was typing alil too fast but hope you like it.
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(='.'=)
(")_(") my Weird bunny thing !

My little brother
My little brother is name Ian he is five year old and very annoying,on my birthday

its-been

Its been awhile since I wrote a blog huh?..well anyways I was in school right? and well i got bored cuz i finished with my work this whole week and i started to write a story about this girl and boy well to let everyone know id have a title for it yet but the story was really turning out good but i just need to fix some errors ill post it here when i fix it or let you guys see it ^_^ so i hope you'll like it cuz i work really hard on it to make it a really good story no bad comments when i post it please :(?

lost-sheep

~ Lost and Alone will always come my way,would I ever be found..Would I ever be put to peace in mind. ~

You can say that I am one lost sheep never to be found in life never to be loved by anyone was it time to move one or was it that I confine myself from everything...yea thats it confining myself is all I do,wish I know,how to be happy again...if I'm happy will things change or will it stay the same,my guess is that it will stay the same...but at least I could be happy you know.
-sigh-

~ Lost In Fear ~
~ Hate Or Love ~
~ For So Long I Been A Lost One ~

a-shattered-memory

A memory that should just be kept away....so it won't hurt you anymore..would I even make a good memory..now?..
Well,I don't know if I will now..cause my dreams are over..seeing him was the only thing that kept me going,but since I heard he's gonna quit...it tore my heart..
Should I just ignore it,or,face the facts I'm going to lose everyone dear to me..
-sigh-
I want it to end..let me have GOOD memory..no more bad MEMORY...
please,I'm begging,I'm on my knees,I'm crying for you...for you I'm crying for..cause you left me alone,look...look at my tears..

giving-up

...I'm just going to give up..
Nothing more to say,just..giving up...
I'm just losing everything I have close to me..And if I keep continuing like this..Ima end up alone like always..
I lost everyone everything....I can't go on like this anymore I just can't...
..........
When I see a bright day....I see a day full with memories...full of joy I had with them every single one of them..but now..I'm just seeing the bright day gone...when the sun not out..I only see darkness,the darkness that shattered everything I once had..Everyone I once loved with all my heart.

have-i-lost-everything

-sigh-
I can't go on any longer...I'm losing everything precious to me...Should I give up?..or should I keep on trying my best for them?
Its confusing for me..really I don't know if I can go on in life anymore...
I mean...
Look what I become..confining myself now...
I can't even look to the bright side...
I try and try.....and try...
How...
HOW?! can I be so stupid saying things that are not meant to be said...
-sigh-
Forgive me?...
For the things I'm saying is not real....
or...
is it?...

Is it real or was it all a dream to begin with...
I can never under stand myself..

have-i-done-a-right-thing

-sigh-
Have I done the right thing of leaving them?...
Is it ok to leave them as they are..I don't think I'll be miss though..
I can't think anymore...
Sometimes I wish I wasn't even born...that way I wont have to suffer anymore like I am right now...
But..
I guess someone will miss me..but who...who is that person that will miss me...
-sigh-

my-lil-brother

My one and only lil brother....You will always be in my heart..I will never ever EVER ! Let you go...We made a promise to each other to meet in real life...I will keep my promise til I full fill it and I will always be by your side in good and bad times,I'll never let you go...No matter what happens..you will always be my little brother til the end...

~ For we had cried ~
~ For we have suffered enough ~
~ For we have been abuse for so long ~

~ It's time to fight our way through to get to the top ! ~

never-stop-being-there

I never stop being there for you even though we both have tough times I'm still here for you,I never left you alone....Even though
you left me many times...I waited for you and I'm still waiting for you to return...My love the one and only I will not stop loving you,you are the one that has my heart,you have a hold of my heart...

~ Love Me For Who I Am ~
~ Hold Me If I Were To Fall ~
~ Never Let Go Of Me For Any Reason ~
~ Cause You Are The One I Been Looking For ~

My love I'll be waiting ~

No Bad Comments plz ~

where-they-lies

Why do I even bother...
Your only saying mean things to me...and
Then the next day you be nice to me?...
I don't get you anymore...

Tell me Why you were really saying those things...
Your lieing to me are you...How can I trust you again...
How would I ever trust you again...
The lies you say are causing me to hate life...
Wanting me to put a knife at my heart and just end it all...
Stop it with all the lies you made...cause when you don't
see me anymore than you know what happen to me...

~ Until The Day I Die,My Heart Will Never Be Restored~

...No bad comments please..

not-even-close

~ Not Even Close ~

Why Weren't You there?
Did I Do Something Wrong...
?Do You Love Someone else?
Why Did You Left Me Alone..
Why Weren't You There For Me
When I Needed You..
The Time I Die..Is The Time..
~ No One Will Care ~
Would You Care?
Or Is It A lie?
~ Tell Me Please...I Don't Want To Be Alone Again ~

Video:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bAQ56_dfOfY
This Made Me Think...

my-troubles

My life is hell,I'm being hated by my family no one likes me they all want me dead,I just want to be happy but;I don't think that will ever happen to me.If you guys were in my shoes you will be in my hell and not love it at all :/.Has anyone felt this pain? I bet you have,well I hope everyone is having a better life than I am..
Anyways bye now.

Grace ~

friends

A friends is a person who care for you and always been there,when we have friends we feel safe feel like were protected by them ^.^.
I know I feel protected if anyone saw my other blog and you saw hate cause my family hates me cause of my clueless thinking or whatever,I want to say sorry to them which I did but I don't know if they forgave me.Anyways I wanna know what you guys think cause

my-life

~ Hi if your reading my blog then I hope you like it.It's normally about my life and the world we live in but lemme get to the point.
The point is that my life is not a very awsome fun loving life,it's normally with hate in it no love at all.. ~

The thing that makes me sad is that I might lose my family I don't know yet but I hope I don't lose them even though they hate me,I'll always love them with my heart and no one can take them away~

And if they pass away...well you know how I will feel for some months without them..sad and alone...~