..Seth..'s blog

I wanna run with reckless emotion
Find out if love is the size of and ocean
Even if i crash down burn out
At least im gonna know what its like
To feel alive

They think they know me
But how can they know me
Im getting to know myself
Im finally ready to be somebody
With a story to tell.

Heey ^^
I dont really have an idea what to write here..
But ill just start n c what its gonna be.

ok.. So.. Im hell nervous o0
Friday ive theory exam for car..
N im not sure if i gonna pass.
I did some test exams n i ****ed them all.

Its a 2-part-exam.
In the 1 part its allowed to **** 12 questions.
First part isnt a problem for me.. its easy..
But that second part is a lil problem.
Its 40 questions n its allowed to have 5 wrong answers.

So.. Wish me good luck for Friday o0

N ive sth else to tell to!
My cat... is stupid.. o0

It's so hard to lose the one you love
To finally have to say goodbye
You try to be strong but the pain keeps holdin' on
And all that you can do is cry
Deep within your heart you know it's time to move on
When the fairy tale that you once knew is gone

When the last tear drop falls
I'll still be holdin' on to all of our memories
And all of what used to be

When the last tear drop falls
I will stand tall
And know that you're here with me in my heart
When the last tear drop falls..

Now it's time for me to find my happiness again
And the emptiness from missin' you

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leaving my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me

I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me

Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like it's deep within me

I decided to write a new blog, cause im bored like ****. o0
Hmm, I think there are not lot of people who will read this, but idc.
I know that one person will read it for sure, when he's back from holiday :P

Ok, It's really, really hot here. Im almost dying o0.. No.. kidding.
I think it's around 30C here. Maybe warmer.
And thats the reason why I go swimming in midday ^^
Not in a swimmingpool, not in a lake.. but in the channel/canal.
I've no idea how to write it. But it's that water where boats sail in. :P

Never seen in real,
and never touched before,
But still there’s love.

People think it’s crazy,
They don’t believe,
and they don’t understand.

They can say it’s strange,
they can tell it’s not real.
I won’t listen to them,
Cause I know what I feel.

You know who I am,
Know that it’s real.
No one can take you,
Cause I’ll hold you forever.

-Hmm.. I think it sucks a lil.. But I just dont have inspiration now he's gone.. o0. I miss ya, boy.. -

When you're close to tears remember
Some day it'll all be over
One day we're gonna get so high
And though it's darker than December
What's ahead is a different colour
One day we're gonna get so high

And at
The end of the day
remember the days
When we were close to the edge
And we'll wonder how we made it through the night
The end of the day
remember the way
We stayed so close till the end
We'll remember it was me and you

'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love

Don't you think it's time you started

I really have no Idea what to talk about in this blog..
But I just had the feeling I had to make a blog again.
Maybe I just have to write down what I'm thinkin about.

Tomorrow I've to go to school for the last time this year.
After tomorrow I've vacation ^^
I really don't know what to do those 7 weeks.
I think I'll go a lot to my horse, do funny things with friends, that kind of stuff.

I’ll never forget that day we met.
Just like a dream, so suddenly.
The way you act, the way you talk.
It give me special feelings..

The way you write, the way I understand.
The way you look, the way you care..
Sometimes it’s confusing me a little..
Maybe ‘cause I’m not used to it.

Doesn’t matter where you are..
Neither how long I’ve to travel..
I’ll come for you one day.
I’ll find you one day.

No matter what people think.
You’re special to me.
And you’ll always be.

Eey everybody
I got two new movies on my aeriaprofile.
One about Twelve Sky, one about Horses.
Check it out!

This blog is about special friendships.
I'll try to write the words in my head, down here.

I think everyone has a very special person in there life.
You feel something special for this person.
It is a person who can make you smile, who can make you happy when you feel sad.

Two years ago, I met a girl on the internet. Her name is Esmee.
We met eachother on a online game, text RPG.
First, we didn't talk very much, but few months later, we find out we had some things the same in our lifes.
She lost something very important for her, her horse.. I lost my horse to..

Oke, Right now my Pc is downloading a new game.
The game is named: Shaiya.
I have no Idea what kind of game this is and If I would like it.
But I'm just bored, curious.. So I'll find out soon.
Who of you are playint Shaiya also?
And what do you think about the game?
Do you like it?
Did you expect more of the game, or is it just how you tought it was?

Hey everybody,
Yeah, again, a new blog from me.
It's little late here, I'm really tired and in a bad mood.

Why in a bad mood?
My rabbit died few month's ago, My parents are seperated and it's hard to me.
The horse I love really really much, was sold..
Not Amy, but Nicky. The mother of Amy.
Amy is still my horse, forever. I'll never let her go.

All of those things, except the dead of my rabbit, are long ago, but still..
I can remember it like it was yesterday..
The feeling of hugging and playing, riding my horse..

Heey
Just wanna tell you I won't be on for a while.
My laptop is dead..
tomorrow I'll bring him to the shop, they are going to repair him.
I know you're going to miss me. but don't worry!
I'll be back soon !

Greets,

..Seth..

So I discovered there are a lot of alternative people on this site.
There are lot of emo's, goth's, nerd's, skaters..

Tell me.. Why are you who you are?
When did you become like it.
When did you get your own style?

What do other people think about you?
I know that isn't very important. Who cares what other people think about you.
But.. when you started to get your own style. What was the reaction of peoples around you? Did you get lot's of compliments? Or did people act strange to you?

What kind of music do you really like. And why do you like that music?

Oke,
Maybe I write this because I'm bored.
Or I write this because I want to test my english.
I only know that I'm not write this 'cause I want you to know me.
'Cause even if I write a lot of stuff about me here.. You'''ll never know me.

Anyway, I'll tell you something about me and my life.

I'm not like other girls, I guess.
I hate shoppping, I hate to much make up.
In fact, I hate everything a real girly girl likes.
And no, that doesn't make me a boy.

I love fighting for fun with my friends.
I'm not afraid to get hurt sometimes. It makes you stronger, I think.

I put a new video on my profile.
This time it's a movie about my rabbit, who died one month ago.
Well.. If you're interested, just watch it.

Greets,

..Seth..

I asked myself.. Why do people make blogs?
Most of the time people don't even leave a comment on it.
Why does "Blog" on this site even excist if people just don't react on it.
And why did I even made this blog, knowing that I won't get any comment on it??

I think people have to comment more on the blogs.
Just give your opinion more, let somebody know you read there blog.
That someone would be happy.

Well.. That's all I wanted to say.

Greets,

..Seth..

PS. Maybe my english sucks.. but I'm trying to do my best.

Well.. Few days ago I went to a festival with some friends.
There were some people who sold ballons with helium in it.
We decide to buy some balons, just for fun.
Well.. Check my profile and you'll see what happend :P

Hey.. Do you remember me?
Just like I remember you?
Do you think back to that time, when everything was good?
I walk the streets alone, hate being on my own.
Knowing I was wrong, going through hell.
I’m still thinking about you.

I still want you, Still need you.
Dream about you every single night.
Can’t breathe without you, it’s lonely.
I know I was so wrong.

How did I go wrong?
It was so good, now it’s gone
Pray our paths will cross, one day.
‘Cause you’re always right here in my thoughts.

I still want you, Still need you.
Dream about you every single night.

Just some pictures about me and James.
James is a stallion, he's very cool.
Leave comment please. :)

Made this one for my best friend. She was like a little sister to me..
I don't know what happend.. I changed.. I pushed her away from me..
Now I lost her..

Now I’m on my own again, just like before.
I pushed you away from me, like I don’t care.
But that’s not true. I care. I care a lot about you.

I’m not who I was before, You can’t trust me anymore.
You have to know, I don’t blame you for that.
It’s my own fault. I lied to you.
You can’t believe me anymore
I’ll never blame you for that.

But still I have to protect you.

Eeey
I dropped a new video on my profile.
Amy and me playing.
Just watch and leave a comment.
Greets, ..Seth..

Heeey everybody!
I got a little baby rabbit, two weeks old !
He got attacked by a cat, his mom was nowhere to be found. So, I took him home.
He's so cute!
I called him Muppet. :P

I have to feed Muppet every 2 houres. Here some pics of him:

Aa =( He died a few minutes ago.. I guess it was a heart-attack. It was just to much for him to take. Well.. I did my best..

Heey,
I made a new character today.
His name is Sethh and he's a Jinong. Server Devolition ( Do I wrote that ok?)
He's level 20 right now.
I don't have any friends with that character, and that's boring.
So If you're bored, just whisper me ^^

Greets, ..Seth..

Hey people..
My rabbit died today.. He was one of my best friends.
Now the only thing I can do is cry..
I bought hem when he was little, He lived almost 9 years, and now he's dead..

Next Tuesday my mom and I went on a holiday, the first time in 9 years.
My rabbit was sick. I had a lot of medicines from the animal doctor.

One of my friends took care of him when I was in Spain on my holiday.
Everything goes well, he ate, he was active, until today..

I went home from holiday, called my friend, and he sais that Blekkie was dead..

It's so hard to believe..

Well, just wanna to let you know it´s my birthday to day.
Now I´m finally 18. ^^

Greets,

..Seth..

Heey everybody.
I'm going on holiday today ^^
It's the first time in 9 years and I can't wait!
I'll go to Spain for 1 week.
I'm planning to make a lot of pictures, so when I'm back I'll drop them here to.
Well, I've to go!
Bye !

This one I wrote for my best friend, 2 years ago.
Now it's all in the past..
The friendship is over, she changed, I changed. It wasn't working anymore..

Sometimes life is hard..
Someday you’ll understand..
Anything can happen,
Without a reason..
World is unfair,
My love is real..
I wish I could change things,
Just for you.
I wish I could hold you,
Never let you go.
I’ll make you happy,
Just for one day..
I wish I was you..
You don’t deserve this.
I love you more,
Then I love myself.
You know this.
My best friend..
Take my hand..
Never let go…

Always a smile on my face
Even when my heart is
crying I will smile.
I don’t wanne cry for you.
Left in the pieces that
you broke me into.
You don’t even see my tears.
You don’t see my pain.
I’m scared, a part of me knows why it’s over and accept it.
I don’t feel the pain anymore.
I could cry for every single thing you do, but I won’t.
I keep myself together, and I will be strong enough to go one with my life
I don’t move, I’m just standing and thinking about so many questions.
Our journey is over, we will go one but not together.