friendly-neglect

She dont deny or dispute it, She dont care or realize it
In her mind its all the same, wether its me or if its fame

The choice to listen to the many is done
I cant compete for I am but one

I had hoped that I was valued high
But what I hear is a silent goodbye

Who am I to question your way
My words dont matter anyway

This long friendship is fading and slowly dying
Maybe some day youll miss my hug when your crying

To Piffy-

grand-fantasia

So ive come back to GF and been playing for a week or so, mostly just focusing on my 40 pvp Wizard Deathstorm cause hes great fun playing and is a real killing machine. However since they have a new arena for the 21-30 bracket I just have to try it cause it seems really fun. There noone has mongoose or bullcharge or any of the good skills so i guess it will be alot more basic and simple. And as for items the so called "sleep stick" that is lvl 28 would actually do decent damage and could be used all the time!

seeing-past-peoples-exterior

Some ppl dont have much of what you would call a "mask", infact I consider myself one of those to some extent. I mean sure there are things I hide like everyone else, but for the most part Im not in the buisness of fooling anyone into thinking im someone special or better then what i am. This isnt so common though, most ppl are very selective of what they speak, what they do and what impression it gives. There is one person in GF who for the most part dont like me, I can be a rather silly goofy happy person and shes like the direct opposite.

thoughts-about-the-truth

The truth and being "right" is overrated. Maybe if we lived in a math universe and people where a bunch of numbers then it would make sense to walk around correcting what you belive is errors and to pursue being correct. Were no numbers though... if someone tells you his view on something, then answer "its possible" when you think hes wrong, instead of

bloggedi-blog

"Wednesday Morning" by Pierre Eklund

Life is spinning around me, its like a dream
Its hard to keep up, people can be so mean

We live in a society, where the citizens give up
And I dare you to whine about it, shut the **** up

Appreciate what you get, and be happy about it
There are those less fortunate, n' they dont say sh**

The weak get pity, the strong gets respect
Life is ****ty, in every aspect

:3

apr-29

A piece of the past swirls back to the present, what to do?
Grab it and find room for it today and in the future? Its hard to know whats right. That "piece" is an odd thing, loaded with emotions and its kinda scary, mostly good positive emotion but its all a big mess and I dont see why it wouldnt be diffrent in this imaginary "future". Ill do what I always do .. Im leaving the door unlocked

4am-gt

Umm what am i gonna write about this time... I got it! Its about caring.. to give a ****.
You know how you sooo many times think "Bah, the hell with it!" and then you drop it, but only temporary. Cause sure as hell youre back on the case the next day, stupid.

ranting

Now my gender AND umm sexual preference(:p) has been questioned by 2 diffrent ppl in Grandfantasia, I wonder what it is that I do that makes it seems like Im a ****.. lesbian or something ^-^ weeeird I tell ya

crap-poetry

When roses dies the leafs fall off and the color fades away
Then you will notice the cold hard and sharp thorns
Touch them and youll get hurt, if lucky you will bleed
As for me, my eyes bleed with tears
But you, my love, have found someone else that will make you happy
I used to think that what makes you happy makes me happy
But this time, I cannot, Goodbye my rose