animeluver2003's blog

animeluver2003's blog

My Mask

You see what i allow you to see
You will never see the truth
looking into my eyes you see light..
But within them..
only pain and sadness..
in truth what you believe is the real me is only
a mirage..
for the real me is a caged lil bird..but the difference
i don't want to spread my wings and go into the light..
i just want to stay caged and continue to hid behind my mask..
of lies and deception...
No one needs to know the real me..but
then again
no one really cares...
I just want to reamin here in my solitude..
protected by my smiles and laughs...

Love Can Be So Cruel..!

I fell in love with this guy but my timing really sucked....because he had someone else..he's one of my best friend we been through so much together. we have always been there for eachother.Well of course i was a complete idiot and didn't relize how i felt until it was already to late.. :( Why does life have to be so cruel and why did i have to be so dense and not relize it until it was already to late...