The Past

This Memories i just wish would go away. they repeat themselves over and over again for years. If i could change i would. if i could take it all back i would. its just always easier to run away from it all....but i cant do that. it just makes the pressure and the pain much worse than it already is...but im not giving up. im not giving up on myself nor life/
I just need to calm down..think things throgh with myself...i hate myself dammit..my mind is so cloudy..blocking everything..just building up inside..keeps going..over and over again
just over and over again...over and over..

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