How wonderful the person beside us is, sometimes we forget and take for granted.....
Even though the beauty is still there, we cannot always see.
I still see that that person is there, but she rarely comes forth to me now...
What pains most is that the person reveals herself for others to see, but not to me.
I ask her about her fantasies, which she says she does not have, but has already been revealed and given to someone else..... I wanted to have that type of relationship again.
Tis not jealousy, but envy for the relationship which we no longer share or have, but which has been easily given to others. And a deep sadness, knowing that I may no longer have that part of her.
PLAINLY PUT:
She spends her time on Last Chaos behind closed doors in her room. Her joys, her dreams, all shared on screen with her new found lover. In her eyes, you can see her devotion and enthusiasm for the game. She smiles, laughs at other players remarks and sayings. Rarely does she sleep. Her children no longer see her... 1-2 hrs out of the week if they are lucky! After work, straight to Last Chaos... Last Chaos when she wakes before work.
Please Play Responsibly! Don't forget about your loved ones in real life! They also need your love and attention, please don't neglect them.
This is written by me, so please do not steal!
Tommy X